At some point, you’ll have to deal with reality.
No matter how long you think you can avoid it, it will always be there until you face the music.
Crying and whining about it isn’t going to help you fix it. Filling the void with something to keep your mind off of it will only work for so long. Eventually, you’ll have to hold your chin high and take the situation head on.
Emotions come and go. It’s what makes us special as humans is to feel things in the moment, process the why and remember how we felt for the rest of our days. Prolonging this will not help you. You must feel every angle of this.
The longer you wait, the longer you wait for the answer to the situation.